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Friday, April 18, 2008

PSA

time to move on.

http://j-huang18.blogspot.com

I'll still be checking here though too


Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Facebook (part 1 of 2)

No I don't have one yet.  But after another "do you have facebook/why don't you have facebook" conversation with friend, I have decided that...


Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Night time rabbit trails

Today, I asked my professor in my history of American medicine class how he would defend his view that death is not a disease that needs to be cured.  He responded something along the lines of how throughout human history, people have only lived up to 100 something years of age and that there's nothing to suggest that something like that will change. 

Fair enough answer, taken from an empirical point of view. 

Then I asked him whether or not he thought that just because something hasn't happened before doesn't mean it won't ever happen. 

And of course he replies that that becomes incredibly speculative and broad (which it does).  Still, I'm not satisfied.  Many of the great moments of history occurred when people accomplished the impossible.  Impossible is nothing.  And we don't need Adidas to tell us that. 

So the discussion today dealt with the notion of how we define disease and how many times it is becomes a product of social construction and personal decision.  That's fair.  But what bothered me about asking all these questions about whether balding, lactose intolerance, [insert non-deadly but rather inconvenient condition here] should be considered diseases was that such a discussion always stops short of defining by what standard we are to make such value-laden definitions.  There's something pointless to this whole thought process if we don't have a foundation from which everything else follows.  Or maybe we just like wallowing in uncertainty, thinking that there's nothing else other except a large chaotic abyss.  Though I'm pretty sure that no one in my class would dare to go that far.  One of the anthropology professors at school defines disease as "an unwanted condition." But that means having an unwanted pregnancy makes the baby a disease and that's flat out wrong (of course I need to have some basis for that as well). 

Well, here's what I think: death isn't a disease because it is rebirth. 


Sunday, April 13, 2008

a pause from Anna K bashing

Tolstoy's description of the groom from the marriage ceremony:

"Levin felt more and more that all his thoughts about marriage, all his dreams of how he would arrange his life, were mere childishness, and that it was something he had not understood before, and now understood still less, though it was being accomplished over him; spasms were rising higher and higher in his breast, and disobedient tears were coming to his eyes."


Thursday, March 27, 2008

Currently Reading
Dead Souls (Everyman's Library)
By Nikolai Gogol
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The Lorica

I bind unto myself today
The strong Name of the Trinity,
By invocation of the same
The Three in One and One in Three.

I bind this today to me forever
By power of faith, Christ’s incarnation;
His baptism in Jordan river,
His death on Cross for my salvation;
His bursting from the spicèd tomb,
His riding up the heavenly way,
His coming at the day of doom
I bind unto myself today.

I bind unto myself the power
Of the great love of cherubim;
The sweet ‘Well done’ in judgment hour,
The service of the seraphim,
Confessors’ faith, Apostles’ word,
The Patriarchs’ prayers, the prophets’ scrolls,
All good deeds done unto the Lord
And purity of virgin souls.

I bind unto myself today
The virtues of the star lit heaven,
The glorious sun’s life giving ray,
The whiteness of the moon at even,
The flashing of the lightning free,
The whirling wind’s tempestuous shocks,
The stable earth, the deep salt sea
Around the old eternal rocks.

I bind unto myself today
The power of God to hold and lead,
His eye to watch, His might to stay,
His ear to hearken to my need.
The wisdom of my God to teach,
His hand to guide, His shield to ward;
The word of God to give me speech,
His heavenly host to be my guard.

Against the demon snares of sin,
The vice that gives temptation force,
The natural lusts that war within,
The hostile men that mar my course;
Or few or many, far or nigh,
In every place and in all hours,
Against their fierce hostility
I bind to me these holy powers.

Against all Satan’s spells and wiles,
Against false words of heresy,
Against the knowledge that defiles,
Against the heart’s idolatry,
Against the wizard’s evil craft,
Against the death wound and the burning,
The choking wave, the poisoned shaft,
Protect me, Christ, till Thy returning.

Christ be with me, Christ within me,
Christ behind me, Christ before me,
Christ beside me, Christ to win me,
Christ to comfort and restore me.
Christ beneath me, Christ above me,
Christ in quiet, Christ in danger,
Christ in hearts of all that love me,
Christ in mouth of friend and stranger.

I bind unto myself the Name,
The strong Name of the Trinity,
By invocation of the same,
The Three in One and One in Three.
By Whom all nature hath creation,
Eternal Father, Spirit, Word:
Praise to the Lord of my salvation,
Salvation is of Christ the Lord.



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